I knew when you walked through the door that you were it. The thought of you that went through my head for 4 years was continuous. Then we met. When you said you loved me I knew it was too good to be true. That someone like me never deserved something so beautiful an rare. Something I’ve never seen before. I could find your soul in a group of a million people. Your soul. It ignites me. It’s home. It’s the one thing that I belonged to and it belonged to me. I held it through hell and back. I broke its heart. But somehow it always came back. No matter what I said or what stupid little thing I did, it came back. I invested everything I have into this beautiful thing that controlled my life. That took a hold of me and raised me. That showed me what love really is. That showed me a world I lived in but never really saw before. I wanted it to be my forever. My always. So I held a little too tight. And I took for granted the time and moments and the soul grew farther and farther away. And when I stopped to realize it it was too far gone to catch. And damn, did I go after it. I took off and somehow never made it back. The one thing I loved had left. With no warning no awareness. And it was too far gone to get back. Now that soul has found another. That fucking beautiful soul that gave me life was in the hand of someone else. Now my soul is lost. Where to go from here. I lost my home,my life. The image it gave me of the world around me is lost. The world is now cold and dark. The one thing I belonged to didn’t want me anymore. And for that. Life will never be viewed or lived the same.
So when someone tells you that if you love something it’s right to let them go.. Tell them to kiss your ass. Don’t you ever let something you love go. If it’s yours then by God why let go? Huh. Why let someone have that one thing in life that makes you happy. Don’t ever let something so precious and meaning full go. It’s fucking yours.